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Is there?
They say you will find love: love that is sweet and strong, love that is unbelievable like a unicorn, love that is committed but free.
Others say you might also find pain: pain that digs deep into one's heart, pain that diminishes dreams, pain that crushes hope.
Me, I found you. I found pain in love. I found love in pain. And it is not easy.
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Coconut
How many times have i cried myself to sleep? I can't count anymore.
And all those times i woke up the next day as if nothing happened, is that an achievement, or does that make it worse?
Sometimes i get tired too, pretending to be ok. But if I don't, i doubt if you would make an effort to make things right.
So i got to do the recovery on my own.
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Thank you
Thank you for the love, the time, and the pain that does not go away.
Thank you for you.
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Sometimes
Sometimes i feel bad and sad and angry but I can't walk away because I'm too afraid that you will not run after me.
So i'd rather take the pain, longing and deal with my low self esteem than stand up with my pride while risking losing you in this lifetime.
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When we are always there
When we are always there, they will take our presence for granted. When we are too nice and forgiving, they will suck out all our love until we are left with an empty and stone-cold heart.
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I want to
I want to write a million things but words fail me. Or maybe this is, again, the thought of voicing it out makes everything sounds real and when it's real it means it could be taken away from me.
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I find it
I find it depressing
When I'm in the airport,
But I'm not the one going home
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I have two (too) obvious psycho issues
I have two (too) obvious psychological issues: 1) hoarding, and 2) impetuous throwing of things 'i think i don't need'. You might think that this is a complex combination, but truth is, the manifestations are quite simple. It's weird because it's ironic, but my self-reflection have revealed the probable roots of this behavior.
I like to hoard things ( Read more... )
